44

Hello, October 3rd. We meet again.

Recently I read an article that says human beings age at a molecular level in two accelerated bursts. First at the age of 44, and then again at 60. Oh shit……

But somehow I feel that my first burst already occurred when I was 40 years old. Are the scientists correct? Is it always 44 years old? Do some people experience their first burst earlier? OR maybe what happened 4 years ago wasn’t the first burst and mine is coming soon. *HORROR*

I feel that I’ve already crossed the halfway mark of my life. And sometimes I can’t help but dream about the movies they won’t make of me when I’m dead. Sometimes I feel that I should do something different for the rest of my life. Do something that people will remember when I’m gone.

Nowadays I’m starting to be more concerned about my health. I’m very fortunate to be healthy despite not taking good care of this body. But I think my luck will run out eventually. Need to do more to keep this 44 years old body healthy. Going to the gym often is a good start although I’ve been slacking lately. Need to find the motivation again.

But that’s for another day. Right now, I just want to chill and relax. Enjoy the next few days before I start working hard again.

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later, they all will be gone
Why don’t they stay young?